Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Orange, Pink, Circles.


You with the sad eyes

don't be discouraged

Oh, I realise

it's hard to take courage

in a world full of people,

you can lose sight of it all

and the darkness inside you

can make you feel so small.


But I see your true colours

shining through.

I see your true colours

and that's why I love you,

so don't be afraid to let them show

your true colours

true colours are beautiful,

like a rainbow


Show me a smile then

don't be unhappy, can't remember

when I last saw you laughing.

If this world makes you crazy

and you've taken all you can bear

you call me up

because you know I'll be there.


And I'll see your true colours

shining through.

I see your true colours

and that's why I love you,

so don't be afraid to let them show

your true colours

true colours are beautiful,

like a rainbow.



Today, I caught myself singing as I walk. Don't know why, but I certainly don't mind. A little joy, no matter how insignificant or mysterious, can only do good.


"True Colours" by Cindy Lauper, one of the most beautiful songs I know. Wish I could let mine out from behind The Wall inside more often. I know they're pretty spectacular too.


Joy, in the Colour therapy world, is represented by the colour Orange. A colour I avoided like the Bubonic Plague. In the last month or two, I've been finding myself dressed in orange at least once a week. Love, represented by Pink. Hated pink! Couldn't stand it! Always considered women wearing pink, wussies. Now, at least twice a week, I look down, and observe the softer side of me, liking this emotionally loaded (for me) colour. Very strange. Curiouser and curiouser. I often wonder where all this is leading me, and getting impatient about arriving wherever I'm supposed to be. But then, I have to kinda talk myself down, knowing that I am exactly where I'm supposed to be, no matter how frustrating all this walking in circles are.


At least, I'm getting to know the person I could be, all orange and pink and softer. Like I am inside, way deep inside, where I've hidden it all.