Breath comes easier now

He's gone, back to the cold in the north. I feel lighter, and like I am breathing without counting each breath again. If he ever contacts me again, I plan on being honest. Honest! But, he has to make contact, cos I'm not going to shake this particluar dog while it's sleeping. Anyway, I guess what I'm trying to say, is that it's a new day, and I don't feel like I have holes that my soul is seeping through. I feel more complete, and in my own skin, than I have for a while.

And I have a goal for the week, find something small, and have faith in it. Faith is another thing that seems to just flow naturally for others, but I have to really work at it, and haven't in a while. So, I'm hoping to find that thing to believe in, soon. Universe, you hear that? I need something...... Hey! I could have faith that I'll find something to have faith in, today, that'd be a good start! Great, that's sorted.