This Too Shall Pass.......

I am better. Not sure how stabile the being-better is, but I'm better.

Yesterday's mantra actually helps. It doesn't take away the missing and the feeling of love lost. But it does help to accept that this had to happen, that it happened the way it was supposed to, and that I will eventually find it's place in the map of my life, and that it will belong there.

So, for today, I'm doing the grateful-thing, grateful for in some small measure, being able to process this.