I have trouble holding the gaze, cos it feels like it goes deeper than is confortable. Like it sees more than I'm willing to show. It makes me shy. It makes me wanna cuddle up to him, and hide my face against his neck. It makes me forget what he was asking, and I nod, or say yes, even though what I'm agreeing to, is a complete blank. Like, for moment, my mind slips, and the rational me just flits away, chittering happily.
I am in such deep shit.
