Significant Endings

So, yesterday I did something with a lot of significance, for me.

I undid something that was done in 2005, as a final gesture of closure. Now, I realise that I’m being pretty cryptic, but since there are people I’m keeping out of the loop, this is as specific as I’m willing to get. I have been wanting to do this for a very long time, and for different reasons. First, it was to be a gesture of Hope. Then, it became a means of ending Hope, of drawing the line under Hope, and saying: “Ok, it’s done now. These are the final figures.”

So, yesterday was sad for me.

Strangely though, today I feel relieved. Not carrying all that hopeless Hope around with me, is good.