I have joined an online dating service. Shocking, I know! I have to say I have more than a few reservations about the whole online dating thing, maar nou ja. I just had the feeling I should this morning, so I did. Have received a message from what seems like a player, and one from a married guy, looking for a 'good' time with a 'good' friend,( did I mention that he's married?) (the inv commas where in his bio) not my idea, once again - he's married. Needless to say, I don't think they'll go on my "Possibles" list.
New rule, listening to the instincts, inner voice, whatever you wanna call it.
Working on 'creating' myself a new reality, and yes, I do realise that that sounds more than a little wacky. It's what I'm doing, so get over it. Emotionally, I feel so much better than I have in a looooooooong while. Physically, I'm feeling weak, like a little baby. No strength. But, I'm thinking that has something to do with al the changes, my body needs time to catch up, so I'm not getting impatient with it. It'll do what it has to.
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I made up my mind to start this blog, as a final resort against total insanity. I figure maybe, if I actually keep note of everything inside, it might make more sense, or even better - disappear into the e-world, never to be heard of - or felt - again. So that's what this is, my attempt at sanity.
About Me
- Sylphi
- Tough one, I think I'd rather quote a few comments made by family & friends about me. "Mad as a hatter", "hippie", "sin on legs", "should be kept behind a harem wall", "don't know wether I want to strangle you with a rope, or tie you to my bed with it", "too smart for your own good", "when you're happy you shine", "kruidjie-roer-my-nie" (which is a kind of herb that grows in arid places, when you touch it, the leaves close like the petals of a flower),"my angel" The list is endless, and very confusing, make up your own mind.